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This is a small abstract done to complement a couple of others I've done in this style. It's a portrayal of emotion, a mood that surfaces when pondering the unknown, either looking forward or in retrospect. It's my way of capturing the intrigue of trying to look back, knowing now what actually happened, or the idea of peering into the future but never know what life will look like.

I rediscovered my love for art and found my passion for oil painting after being diagnosed with Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS) and Fibromyalgia in 2005. Having previously worked as an audiologist and later in pharmaceuticals, chronic disease forced me to abandon my career to stay home and rest. What I didn't know was that a new opportunity was blooming. During this challenging period of change I was encouraged by my son-in-law, a very talented artist, to "just paint", but shortly thereafter we lost him to suicide. Having inherited the contents of his studio, his influence is present in my work. In the early years of learning to cope with all the loss and limitations that came with this chronic disease I felt...